AMerrick

I woke up today, knowing it was a fresh start for the things I have failed over the past week or so.  Although, I didn’t make it to the gym last night, I did play golds gym cardio workout on my wii last night.  I got really nice and intense workout.  It was worth the half hour that I worked out doing it.  I have been doing alot better on what i eat.  I started my day off today with some eggs, for the protein, and toast.  I am sure I will get a subway sandwich on flat bread today. mmm good!  Although, I won’t make it to the gym, or workout tonight since I have to work early in the morning but I am going to keep busy at work. 

I am finally feeling better after the sun poisoning and the problem I was having with my finger, its getting better.  I am finally feeling back up to par.  Tomorrow, after work, I will be working out because I need to and i want to.  Its going to be the most intense workout that Ive had in a long time.  My body needs it & wants it.

Today, I recieved a nasty email from the girl I have been trying to break ties from.  She accused me of things I didn’t do, and flew off the deepend because I didn’t support her through something she did that I didn’t approve of.  I kindly wrote her back telling her that I am done with her, and that I don’t need her daily drama.  Its not worth all of the hassle she puts me through.  I told her the next time she doesn’t have anyone to turn to, not to turn to me.  Because I am done with her.  I feel better and it feels like a brand new day!  :)  I can honestly say, I am having the best summer I have had in a VERY long time.  Its because I have started working on myself, and because I have removed myself from the people who drag me in the dirt.  I love my life and Im not going back to where I was.  I am the strongest I have been in a very long time.  I am living for me and my husband, and nobody else! 

Its a new day, and its getting better all the time.  Losing the weight and resisting things is getting better, as well as making myself workout it getting easier.  I am only looking forward from this day on.  Seeing the woman I can and will be once I hit my peek, I just can’t wait and see what I do turn into..