AMerrick

A part of me wishes we could just move away from this forsaken town.  My relationship with my mom hasn’t been the greatest the last few weeks.  My husband and I were going to go out on the boat a couple weeks ago and told my brother ahead of time and caused a big fued and ever since then my mom hasn’t said too much to me.  I just feel like climbing into a hole and never coming out.  I haven’t spent much time at my moms since then, which is part of why I haven’t been on here much.  Its tearing me apart knowing the one parent I have left has been distant.  It was good solid week before she talked to me again and I did nothing wrong.  I just can’t wait until she gets rid of that damn boat so I don’t have to deal with it ever again.  The day it happened I told my husband why dont we just move away, and he said no because I would regret it in the long run.  Sometimes I think a little distance would do us some good, but he doesn’t think so.  Sometimes I feel like my life is falling apart and I can’t seem to do anything about it.  I’m hoping things get better soon.  The stress of it all isn’t helping me very well.  Its left me with stomach problems over the past few weeks.  And I know Im not pregnant, lol took a test already.  So Im guessing its from all of the stress caused by the feuding the past few weeks.  I just wish everyone could just get along again like we used to.  It makes me sad seeing how badly weve fallen apart.